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Self-harm Part three
Tonight the urge came back like it always does:
quiet at first, then loud enough to shake the walls of my chest.
People talk about “urges”
Jan 52 min read


Self-harm Part two
They understand the idea of it.
Not the quiet of it.
Not the ritual of it.
Not the way it stalks you like a ghost that refuses to leave.
Jan 25 min read


Self Harm: Part 3 What Self-Harm Actually Feels Like
PART III — What Self-Harm Actually Feels Like By hope dies lastTonight the urge came back like it always does:quiet at first, then loud enough to shake the walls of my chest. People talk about “urges” like they’re thoughts.They’re not thoughts.They’re sensations — physical, heavy, magnetic. It starts in the ribs.A pressure.A tightening.A feeling like […]
Dec 7, 20252 min read
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