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Self-harm Part three
Tonight the urge came back like it always does:
quiet at first, then loud enough to shake the walls of my chest.
People talk about “urges”
Jan 52 min read
Self-harm Part two
They understand the idea of it.
Not the quiet of it.
Not the ritual of it.
Not the way it stalks you like a ghost that refuses to leave.
Jan 25 min read
PART I — Self-Harm
PART I — Self-Harm
I used to think self-harm had a very specific look.
Razor blades. Blood. A dramatic breaking point.
Dec 20, 20258 min read
Welcome to hopedieslast
Welcome to hopedieslast
This is hopedieslast.
Not a brand. Not a platform. Not a recovery plan.
This is where I put the truth.
Dec 19, 20252 min read
You’ve made it. You’re here. hopedieslast.ca
This is where hope goes to get a good talking-to, a slap on the back, & maybe a cocktail.
This isn’t a motivational blog.
Dec 19, 20251 min read
When the Holidays Hurt More Than They Heal
The holidays are supposed to feel warm. Lights. Traditions. Togetherness.
But for many of us, they don’t. They feel heavy. They feel loud.
Dec 19, 20253 min read
Maybe Happiness Isn’t Gone, It’s Just Waiting
There’s a quiet kind of loneliness that doesn’t come from being alone.
It’s the kind that slips under your skin even when you’re surrounded
Nov 24, 20252 min read
uncharted territory. The blog.
I don’t know what this is going to be. Maybe a blog. Maybe an “about me.” Maybe a place where you can just feel comfortable in your own skin—like you’ve finally put on your favorite worn-out hoodie & settled in for a long, quiet rain.
Maybe you know me. Maybe you used to. Maybe you’re a complete stranger who’s just stumbled into this little corner of the internet. All I know is this is going to be a safe space, a sanctuary in the weird, messy chaos of life. A place to learn,
Sep 12, 20251 min read
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