hope. dies. last. 

They like to define BPD by chaos. They rarely speak about strength. High sensitivity didn’t destroy us.

Surviving the Holidays Is Enough The holidays are hard and I’m tired of pretending they aren’t. Everyone talks about joy and magic

PART III — What Self-Harm Actually Feels Like By hope dies lastTonight the urge came back like it always does:quiet at first, then loud enough to shake the walls of my chest. People talk about “urges” like they’re thoughts.They’re not thoughts.They’re sensations — physical, heavy, magnetic. It starts in the ribs.A pressure.A tightening.A feeling like […]